After
three days of cloudy beginnings, it isn't surprising that I noticed
the sky this morning. When I went out, the quarter moon hung in the
Southeast. The Sun was still set low, filtering through the Pine
grove. The clouds that were in the sky were high, and reminded me of
Elephant's skin, bumpy and rough. They gathered in one continuous
narrow band, running over the cabin Northeast to Southwest.
It
occurred to me that there was nothing between me and them except Air,
and that lifted my heart. How beautiful, and ever changing, I
thought. Transforming from one moment to the next, one monumental
spectacle to another, with no attachment to what was or what will be.
It is, then it is, then it is again. Now I look up, and it is clear
blue, but darker here and lighter there, never just one thing.
Last
night I had dream. In the dream I realized I could fly. I kept
putting me feet down to make sure I wouldn't fall. When I did, the
flying stopped. I finally realized that I could fly, but only if I
stopped putting my feet down.
Today,
I will be paying attention to when I take myself out of the ever
evolving flow of change. I will be thinking of Sky as a reminder that
change from one beautiful way to another is possible, but only if I
don't out me feet down.
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