I
sit in the screen house and notice Housefly, frozen to one of the
screens. It will be clod today, so I don't know if she will thaw out
and fly again, nor do I know if she will survive even if she does.
Her food is frozen and tonight the air will once again be too cold
for her.
Housefly's
path and mine have crossed in this moment, and she gets me thinking
about how I might intervene. This brings me to consider my
intentions. I realize I want to help her, but I don't know how. Then
I realize that I don't even know what I mean by “help.” I could
try to move her out of the screen house, but that might injure her,
and she might already be dead, so moving her would be of no use.
I am
struck by this experience as Housefly challenges me to consider the
complexity of the idea of “help.” As I sit with the question, I
return to the idea of crossing paths. I realize that all the while I
have been thinking about how my crossing Housefly's path may be of
service to Housefly. Then I realize the powerful effects of Housefly
having crossed mine.
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